[001] Another One...

This is another try...
Yeah...'this' means this blog...
I have been trying to go with the flow for a long time...
The global flow of Blog spree of the virtual vanilla world...

Its kinda sad...cause I just realized I started using Internet in 1996.
Quite early if you consider which part of world I was living in back then...
Now after about ten years, I must have a number of blog all over Internet.
How many I have? None. Well, none functional...sad!

I started...And not for once. I started quite a few times.
Twenty-something perhaps...with loadza enthusiasm every time...
like the way I am starting this one...
And then the next day or after 2 days...may be after maximum a week...
I lost all interest...

Why? Yeah...thats what I was thinking...why?
Now I found out several theory for that...

::Theorem 1::
I am afraid of expressing myself...am I?
well...I am not sure...I love smart and intelligent people...
So, rather than expressing myself LOUD, I prefer
people will just read me...better, easier and far more
convenient than expressing myself...
And Blog does not offer that...I mean its all virtual...how can
someone read me? Unless I shout out loud like a shameless donkey?
So now, I am starting this blog...and declaring myself as one...

::Theorem 2::
This one is far more practical...I can not keep my interest in something
so mundane for a long time...

::Theorem 3::
Another more practical reason...
I always tried making a blog while I was in Dhaka...
The place with one of the slowest internet connections of the world.
Now starting from blogger all the blog service need at least couple of
minutes to download...then you need to edit it...and then you need
to make it presentable...now all those were not possible for my
patience to endure back in Dhaka...So I gave up after a while...
And trust me it doesn't matter how cool this new Ajax language looks...
It IS slow...and very loaded...

::Theorem 4::
A basic reason for writing blog is to make your thoughts
public...now when I am doing that...I wanna make it very presentable...
'Manush ki bhabbe(মানুষ কি ভাব্বে)?[What will others think about it?]'
So when I am asking that question...I started feeling negative
about my blog...cause I never had enough energy to make my
blog presentable and spelling-mistake-less...
BTW, I hate spelling mistakes...
You MUST notify me if you find one, in my entries...

Well...I can keep going on with the theories...
But just now I realized they are sounding like excuses...
Why should I give excuse? I mean why here?

I wanna start a new blog...thats it...
Never managed continuing the previous ones...so what?
Wanna do it again...My wish...

/J